Day 18- The Person That You Wish You Could Be Day

I think that throughout life the things that happen just makes you stronger as a person. I think I like the person I have become but I do wish I was a person who was close to their family, who was more patient, understanding and not always in a rush!

Day 17- Someone From Your Childhood Day

When my family moved to a new town I started a new school and I remember being really shy. When I walked into the class and was introduced the teacher asked NR to show me around. That day and that instant NR became one of my Best Friends and continues to be to this day. Crazy 17 years ago I met my friend who to this day I have been though so much with and can talk to about anything!

Day 16- Someone That’s Not In Your State/Country Day

Well that’s an easy one because we move all the time and I only know a handful of people in this area/state. I miss KS, She came into my life at a time where I more than anything needed a great friend. Throughout our time in VA we grew closer and closer, and to this day we talk on the phone almost once a day! We are very similar, we think alike and we have husbands that are very much alike! I know when we moved that was not the end of our friendship and I am so thankful to have miss KS in my life!

Day 15- The Person You Miss The Most Day

I would say KK and JJ! In college I met KK and she was the randomest person I have ever met. We had many nights of studying late and then talking about life for all hours of the night, I miss what we had then! I miss my JJ she was my little sis who I took under my wing. This girl I just met no joke like an hour after she is clinging to my are at the cross country banquet because she had never wore a dress before and was self conscious (whatever beautiful skinny bitch haha). Both of these girls helped me though a lot in my life in college and my experience wouldn’t be the same without them, and I miss what we had!

Day 14- Someone You’ve Drifted Away From Day

Well in life you meet people and connect with people that are going through the same things you are going through. I would say in high school I had a lot of friends but as the years went on I stayed in touch with my closest friends, then in college same thing, and now especially having a child it is different keeping in touch or getting together with people who don’t have kids. I would say for the most part I have had some truly amazing friends but with the technology we have now I stay in touch with the ones that mean the most to me.

Day 13-Someone You Wish Could Forgive You Day

I don’t know in my life that I have done something so wrong or bad that someone who hasn’t forgiven me yet. I guess in middle and high school kids are mean and say mean things to each other, If I have said or did anything to anyone back then I am sorry!

Day 12- The Person You Hate Most / Caused You A Lot Of Pain Day

I don’t or try not to use the word HATE because it has such a strong meaning, and being a Christian I don’t think God would want us to hate anyone! But I do have people in my life that I would rather not talk to, one of those like I have talked about before is my” father“. He was a very controlling, selfish, abusive man and when I knew better as I got older I chose not to have a relationship with him.

Day 11- A Deceased Person You Wish You Could Talk To Day

Well this is just like day 9, but specifically I wish I could talk to my mothers mom (my grandma) and ask the same things I would my mom. How she raised so many kids, and did all the house work. I was only I think 6 when she died of cancer so I was old enough to remember her and things we did together and just not old enough to understand why she had to die so sudden!

Day 10-Someone You Don’t Talk To As Much As You’d Like To Day

My mother, my mom was always a really good listener and I miss her. The more I think about it the more it makes me mad because she is not dead she is just not allowed to talk to me! I wish more than anything throughout Alexis’s life I could have picked up the phone and tell my mom of her accomplishments, ask her how she did it with me, ask her how to make that dish I really liked to eat growing up. It just stinks that I can’t do that and I wish I could!

Day 9- Someone You Wish You Could Meet

Besides anyone famous, I would have love to meet my ancestors on each of my parents side. I lost all of my grandparents at a very young age, and I feel like I missed out on a lot. Just to know more about my family and their struggles of coming from Germany, Spain and Mexico!

Day 8- Your Favorite Internet Friend Day

Well I don’t talk to people I don’t know on the internet so I will change it to my favorite website day. I think by far my favorite website is face book. I think I along with MANY other people in this world have a secret addiction to face book. I heard about face book in college and in my sohomore year in college everyone I knew had an account. I vowed it’s a fad and I WILL not make an account. Ya I gave in like 3 months later. Over time I stopped using myspace because all of my friends and more were on face book so it was easier to keep in touch. I only wish I had been the one to have come up with it! Haha

Day 7- Your Ex-Boyfriend/Love/Crush

Well I don’t know if you will ever forget your FIRST “love“! In high school I dated a good share of guys but the one I actually “fell in love” with was all wrong for me but being blinded by that love you don’t see it at the time. He had a good heart but being young and immature he is forever the reason why I have trust issues with men. I was nothing but true, honest and genuinely there for him for 3 years, but due to my strict parents I couldn’t go out as much as he did, I wasn’t into drugs like he was and when I wasn’t around he would find comfort in the arms of other girls! I am glad life happened the way it did, but my first ‘love” will always have a scare on my heart.

Day 6- A Strange day

Well I would say the day I graduated from high school, because I felt like the world was at my finger tips and at the same time I didn’t have the family support from my parents!

Day 5- My Dreams

Day 5 - Your Dreams

I would say My dreams are like everyone else for the most part, the american dream! I want to be LOVED by one person for the rest of my life no matter what comes our way, I want a beautiful family, I want to have nice things and a successful career. Where my dreams may differ is that if more than anything I want to serve our country as a United states marine officer, but I do not have the support of family, IF I knew that my daughter would be 100% cared for I would do it in a heart beat! But that is not that case, so I just want to make everyone else happy and have a successful civilian career that I can show my potential in and advance in!